Deleted those posts.
You don’t deserve that from me. I’m done being negative about this shit. I mean, I’m the best boyfriend ever, so I should keep that up, right? Hahaha.
Good luck with school. I wish you the best. I’ll see you and talk to you whenever.
I’ll do what I’ve always been doing hahaha.
Keep telling yourself that you’ll be happy if she’s happy with another guy.
Hold onto that 0.05%, but don’t let it consume you.
I can still keep a best friend haha. I know I can.
Gotta look and move forward. Be optimistic, that’s what I’ve been all of my life. I’ve hit a low, but there’s nowhere to go but up. And something about arrows and pulling back and shit hahaha.
Probably got the closure I needed and have decided to move on. I’m not cutting her out of my life though. Just realized that what we had was amazing and that I wish her happiness with her life.
I always make the analogy that life is like a video game, because video games are like second lives to people. I’m hoping that for this chapter of my story that I get the best ending. Probably won’t though and I’m fine with that. Or I’ll make due with what ending I get. I’m hoping for the best though. I’m sorry for lashing out on you. I’ve just been so aggravated and I had no clue how to react.
Also, fuck social networks. Don’t even know why they’re a problem, but they are.
I’m pretty sure that a lot of you want to weigh less as a new years resolution, but keep some things in mind:
- Weight is just a number.
- Your health is more important than a number.
- Body fat percentage is more important than weight.
Don’t work to make yourself weigh less. Work to make yourself healthier, work to make yourself look sexy as fuck, and work to make yourself feel better.
I don’t know about you, but I’d rather weigh 160 with <10% body fat than 140 with >10% body fat.
Eat well, sleep well, be well. Good luck everyone. Let’s motivate each other!
There ends a chapter of my life. A pretty damn good chapter if I do say so myself. Let’s see if it ever gets picked back up later in the book.
until my girlfriend and I can take road trips together.
or travel to other countries together.
or sleep and wake up to see the sun together.
or sleep together at all haha.
or take her out without having a curfew.
or cooking with her.
or cooking for her.
I seriously cannot wait.